Friday, March 30, 2007
12:31 PM
booh... haha...
seems wrong but i'm blogging at like 1230... when i havn't even bath, or change or pack my bag... and i'm suppose to start work at like 1? haha
anyway...
was playing with alvin and dennis yesterday night... kinda stupid cuz we played with 5 normal... so dennis went like "double kill""tripple kill""Godlike" all at the same time... bahh.. and he complains that he is lagging!! can't imagine wad will happen if he is not lagging.. haha.. the different between a pro and a noob. was like kinda happy that i managed to even kill someone. BAHH!
went to work yesterday... and after that my family came to pick me up so that we can head down to the studio to have my sis's graudation picture taken. haha. okk. i think i will turn out looking very ugly. haha. the camrea man sort of like "forced" me to smile with my teeth all showing... haha... looks retarded on me... hoho...
had dinner at hongkong cafe and den went come.. haha. talked with alvin over the phone for a while... yup yups...
prac later!! haha. going dwn to s11 to meet jiancong before going for music prac... lalala... pre-easter. so exciting. haha. =))
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
11:19 PM
today was a quite a mel day for me..
woke up at 9 to go for work as i had to report to work early.. had to report at 9 actually, but in the end i only reached my place at like 9.30... hurhur
sort of slacked thru the whole day at office...
manage to catch up with some of the people that i have sort of lost contact... haha.. really glad... haha
thoughts came to my mind.. and events happened... haha... unsure of how to handle... but hey! God is with me... shall go bahh at Him and consult Him later =))
things to do for tonight!
- finish up lyrics for this week & (hopefully) next week's
- mission's clip (really sorry for the delay guys!!)
- sorting of lyrics archive (maybe not by tonight.. but asap =))
- finding new backgrounds!!! haha..
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
10:40 PM
haha... was watching my date with vampire 3... kinda stupid...
came out with a realisation... how much a person would actually think during times of trouble... during times of panic... or when one's life is in trouble...
was watching how one would actually not even think of the most common sense thing of comming together as a group... and to act together...
haha... was actually like "scolding" them lah... but then again.. somthing came to my mind. when i am in that situation... what would i do? would i come together as a team like i have thought sitting as a bystander... would i do what i say? haha...
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8:43 PM
today is kinda a long day... haha
went over to sentosa in the morning with jias and jer.. actually supposed to go with big & small gwen and huili.. but they ps us in the end. haha... jias was late (actually me also)... but ya... haha... jer and me went to cold storage to get food and we met up and we took the monorail over to sentosa! haha. my first time on the monorail... hoho
went there and sort of rotted there... bought a volleyball and we played volleyball with some of the people there... haha... soaked up a lot of the sun and salt water. haha
went down to dhoby and met up with huiyings... haha... met up about camp stuffs and ya... went home after that...
watching the arena now. kinda stupid. haha... i think hci is like always trying to rebutt the opposition and its like make until the opposition got no time to explain about his stuffs... haha
bahh... need to wake up early tml! going to work at 9... hurhurs... bahh..
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2:29 AM
haha..
i'm currently on My Date With Vampire 3.
haha
stucked on Ugly Betty esp11... LOL
going sentosa tml! yeas!!
=))
woots.
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Monday, March 26, 2007
11:24 PM
haha... just came back from easter prac... AND I HAVE DECIDED TO CALL MY MAC aHmac =)).. haha... lalalalala...
anyway, went back for lunch at cchms... the lunch was actually delayed for one hr cuz there was cheerleading and then they pull lunch back to one hr later. so it was actually kinda ya.. haha.. me, alvin, dennis, junlin and dingkiat sat there and waited for the rest to come out and we had lunch! haha. it was cool! there was like 13 people (not including me, den and alvin) there! so cool lah can! haha... we are finally seeing the fruits... yup yups =))
went down to chinatown with alvin and den to pay for my school fees and to collect their medical report... haha... we ate porridge at smith street while waiting for bingliang to arrive. kinda sad to say, by the time bingliang arrived, i had to like go down to nex already... so ya...
arrived at close to 6.30 when i was like supposed to reach there at around 6? haha.
den had the prac... and stuffs... went for supper at fat mamas after that... ate fried seafood kuay tieow... bahh...
on the way to transfer my stuffs from aH-hp to aHmac =). haha...
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
11:14 PM
booh! haha.
had my first minops caregroup today. haha. celeberated yushan and ame's birthday! happy birthday to them!! haha. had caregoup at puay's house instead of ne rc cuz we realised that none of us had the key to rc. haha. so we decided to go down to puay's hse... had quite a fun time knowing more about each other and "funny" bits about each other. haha..
had free and easy time after caregroup. we had one group watching movies on the tv, another group watching movies on a macbook pro =x, one majong group and two project work group. haha. eventually everyone ended up watching movie on the macbook pro cuz we were making a lot of noise watching movies like lyberneith and shutter. haha. was screaming all the way when we were watching shutter...
yup...
haha.
met up with jer in e morning to attempt to finish up the mission's clip. den, i woke up late... so didn't manage to finish up much actually.. hurur...
oo! came out with a shopping list. haha. things to buy... starting with top with most piority =))
1) macbook pro casing
2) 1 or 2 gb tumbdrive
3) 2.5" external hd. 80 or 120 gb =x
4) mouse
haha
about all. shall add more when i think about it =))
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
10:51 PM
booh. haha. okkies. i'm like back on my windows now cuz i need it to do come video editing and my sister simply just refuse to let me use two laptops at one go.... so i have to trust her enough to let her use my mac... bahh
supposed to lead the girls team today... but i think it sort of quite didn't manage to make it. i realiesd that it was quite different from how i lead the guys team. maybe i could be that i was not used to the girls team yet and the trust level it still not there. gina was one that was interested to pick up new stuffs... clara taught her what do to for stage camera yesterday. haha. hopefully we can train up a stage cam for 1st service for girls team. haha. den guys 2nd ss team would be short of one stage cam. ahha.
had east district phototaking after service! haha. were at b2 and the camera person took the photo from b1. so cool lah! haha. one big family of east. haha...
joined the minops guys at meriden after that. sort of rotted there for a while before getting dinner. haha. some left for cl retreat and me, jiancong, jerel, ben, lijun, ian, gwen and puay stayed behind... haha... we went to ps after that.. walked around... and eventually we sat down at bk... ya... haha
jiancong, gwen, walmon (dunno how to spell... anyway, he joined us at ps) went over to puay's hse to stay over and play mahjong. haha. lalal...
so i'm now home! haha. kinda still in the resting mode... haha. going to take a bath and i shall begin to start to edit the mission video.. haha.
OO! i just got my earpiece. very happy with it =)
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1:06 AM
okkay... day 2 of using a mac. still not used to how to use it... ahha. was playing around with it and i came out with two himbotic conclusions. THE KEYBORAD LIGHTS UP!!! And VISTA IS AN COPY OF MAC!!! woots. haha
okkay. but the keyboard looks very nice when its all lit up, especially in the dark (den again... why even bother lighting up the keyboard in broad daylight) herms.
okkies. just came home not long ago from nexus. had friday prac and went for "dinner" at fat mamas after that. haha. gwen sent me home... wee... haha.
going to finish up the lyrics and do the correction, and prepare for tml's stuffs =))
things to do:
1) do up graduation video
2) re check lyrics
3) do sermon!!
4) do shepherd apprication ppt =)
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Friday, March 23, 2007
12:17 AM
booh.. back from movies with jiancong and jias.. haha...
had work and went down to meet jias, shuzhen and jiali at cathay. haha.
jiancong met up with us and we went over to lido to catch Mr Bean's Holiday cuz we were kinda too late to get ticks from cathay. haha. so we walked to lido and did some shopping on the way there. haha. the show was not as funny as expected, but it was definally full of suprises. mr bean, as usual, being the self-entertainer is simply so natrual. ahah. and the plot and the concept that was protrayed in the show... simply amazing. amazing how the writer is able to link up everything together into one perfect picture. =).
yup.
o. and i found out somthing. mac burns. ahah. =)) o wells =)
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
12:17 PM
okkies... i'm like back from my trip to the cc and np... managed to get a singpass so that i can apply for the cpf loan for my school fees... yups.. came home with a new mac book pro. really want to thank God for providing for me in this area. was actually afraid that i was unable to get one.
haha. but kinda disappointed. got home and i realised that this set is actually one with matt screen. herms. was kinda expecting one with glossey screen. haha. kind weird having two laptops on my table (well, as least for now until my sister comes home and stomp into my room demanding for the hp one). staring at a matt and a glossy screen one at the same time. haha. hopefully i didn't make a wrong move to get a macbook pro instead of a macbook. kinda worried over how my parents are going to make do now that i just spent to get another laptop... didn't signed up for installment plans cuz the intrest was like 4.5%... of which it means that if i were to take 3 years to repay for the laptop, i would have to pay additional close to $500... ya... yup. and i totally cannot get used to mac...
if God is able to send His one and only Son for us, what is too much for Him to give us?
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12:47 AM
booh... haha. i feel piggish... wee... ate dinner at like 5+? haha. had mac spicy... haha. went off from work earlier den expected... haha.. wanted to knock off at 9 but i knocked off at 7 instead. haha. went to meet with dennis and alvin at simlim square to help dennis get a new graphic card. haha. kinda stupid but ya... they sort of just hid behind me while i was waiting for them to try to scare me off. hurhurs. ended up not getting any card, but instead dennis suggesting for me to diy one for him. haha. just hope i can get it right. kinda long since i have last customised a pc. haha.
met up with bingliang and rk after that... wee... met up with my parents after that and we went for shopping spree at NTUC. haha. our usual "spreeing" place.
o yea. my pigging... haha. had ice-kaching and another round of dinner at home.. haha.. slacked for a while... and i decided to start on that new packet of nata that i grabbed from ntuc... and ya... after that i shared a packet of noodles with my dad. and as usual... his noodles contains things like prawns, and a lot of extra ingredients. haha. =)) yeasss... and i'm now on a pack of h2o. ahha. all this while alternating between watching ugly betty and my date with vampire 3 on channel 8. haha.
kinda hooked onto ugly betty.. hurhur... show that is touching and funny at the same time. funny how the script writer manage to squeese so much information unto the plot. and how they twist the plot. really great story line =DD.
going down to NP tml.
really need for providence (if there is such a word) from God...
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
11:27 PM
wee... haha... i've decided to blog as often as possible so that more people could be updated with my life! haha...
okk... today... was quite a "non-colourful" day... not much happened... woke up only at 1 in the afternoon with the sun already up... and kinda when everyone else just finish school. ahah... watched a esp of ugly betty (got from huili yesterday)... haha.. super funny lah... but touching at the same time... headed down to tamp to meet alvin, bryan and bingliang. we had "lunch" (at 3) at ljs before heading down to alvin's hse to plan for the group's new structure. had quite a debating session... bryan left and wilfred took his place in the middle... haha.. only left at 9 + after confirming like half of the structure... alvin's dad sent us to the mrt as it was raning when it left (of which it stopped once we hit the road) and took a bus back with bingliang... haha... longgg... and rainnyyyyy day... hope that it will rain throughout the night... haha... =))
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
11:22 PM
wee.. haha... okkies... after much persuadion from people. i have decided to update! actually it take much more persudation for me to type www.blogger.com and log in to update. hurhur. okkies...
many happenings happened this week... wonderful memories are created... and remembered... haha...
it was the start of school hols. and i decided to ask our guys out on a night cycling trip. haha. not many people turned up as the sec2s had their experiencal camp, but was really glad that most of the coreteam turned up. Bingliang, Alvin, Ryunkiat, Dingkiat and Wilfred! haha. it was defintly a night for me to remember. considering this is the first time i've actually attended a night cycling event and furthur more its with my caregroup... =)). many things actually happened during the trip. it started off quite fine, cuz we were quite glad to be able to get bikes at $5 for the whole night instead of $10 from the usual shop that we goes to.... met up with wilfred, alvin and dingkiat after going home from water bap. we decided to go over to ecp first to check out the prices of the bikes, what time the shop closes and of curz! to see if our wonderful sandcastle manage to last through 3 nights. haha. got 6 bikes in total, and alvin and wilfred had to cycle one bike while holding on to the other on to parkway. haha. on the way, we went over to the light house... and sadly to say, the sandcastle has been reduced to just one pile of sand. haha. met up with ryunkait and bingliang over at pp macs. and we cycled over to rk hse... on the way on rk hse, i began to realised that my bike's handle actually had some problem. it was sort of broken. at first i was just trying to tighten the nuts on the handle... but yup. as we cycle from rk's hse back to ecp... the bike finally broke down. the whole handle came off after we decided to try to tighten it more. so it was like totally impossible to steer the bike with the handle. we were stuck in that part of ecp for more then an hr trying to fix that bike. and actually at that moment, i felt very lousy. i was complaining in my heart that why God is doing this again. considering that the previous cycling trip was also a flop, i was very dishearted just to think that this cycling trip might jolly end up the same as the previous time. i started to give quite a black face and yup... flunted my "cor" skills by giving that black face and ya... i was quite determined that this journey is going to be a flop. after numberous attempt to "stick" the handle back to the bike, we gave up and decided to abandon the bike back at the rental shop. we went back to the shop, some how after several attempts such as supporting bingliang (who was riding the spoilt bike) while biking and stuffing sticks in a way where we can still turn the wheel... as i saw how the rest of the team supports the team... i kinda felt useless then... thinking of why is it everytime in such a case, i always seem to be the bystander... just giving eye power. was actually messaging jias on the way back to the bike shop, telling her how lousy i felt... but i really want to thank God for making me decide to msg her. she really encouraged me and helped me to sort out my thoughts before the night went on. really want to thank her for her advices and conforts given to me. =)). yups. we decided to "long bang" each other by asking one to sit on the bar between the one that is cycling and the handle of the bike. haha. it was actually more thiring for the one who is sitting on the bar then the one who is cycling. haha. as we went on, i felt much better after asking God for instructions and for Him to calm my heart down. like what jias said, the night is magical, and God will definatly not make this time that we planned to come together as a family come to waste. true enough, God managed to work through all the troubles. cuz before the bike broke down, some of us were actually cycling very fast ahead of the rest of the pack. with one of the bikes down. we are kind of forced to slow down. it was kind of like a blessing in a diguese. cuz we finally manage to really make full use of the time to really fellowship with one another. it also gave chance to the "pair" who are together to really spend some time talking and knowing about each other's life more. personally i felt that i gave me more chance to speak into several people in this family of ours... although we didn't really manage to cycle to where we wanted to go (OCH, we gave up halfway in changi airport =x). but i'm sure i manage to hit what i wanted to hit in this event. to really spend time with one another... and really make it a learning journey for all of us...
haha. also kind of because of this, i sort of rendered my whole monday as sleeping day. well. not really. really surprised how much God can plan into our lifes. reached home at around 11 plus and i somehow i manage to get the strength to go to chinatown with my mum and my younger sister. something that i really want to thank God for is that He gave me a chance to really talk to my younger sister and to really know her more. i felt that i was able to know her in a deeper level and i pray that one day i'm able to bring her down to church and see another family member cross the line of faith! it will be hard, but with God, who can be against us? =))
haha. so i slept all the way after i got home and didn't really mange to accomplish anything after that. the week was quite quiet with me spending almost my whole day at work on tues and going down for meta concert rehearsal after that. decided to try out something new, but found out that is didn't really work as well as i thought it would be. haha. kinda hard to prac without the band. haha.
had meta on wed... it was a long and thiring day with all the last min requests to have media support in several events, i saw myself actually not really being able to lead the team well. felt that i had made several mistakes in dawing out the roster and the information that was pass down.... haha. something that i would need to learn as i lead the team. something that i felt from the whole day was the difference in the atmosphere between the new generation and the old generation people. somehow, the atmosphere was some what two extremes. talked to jias about it and she was telling me that is could be that the chemistry between the new generation is still not there yet. considering that the old generation people gave in a lot during the breakthrough camp and we are all united in one common vision. something that really made us to do what we are doing. really saw the unity and the team work in the old generation people. remembered that during concert... how each of them supported one another and i can also see the excitment in wanting to serve. the desire to want to serve in this ministry... something that really touched my heart that day. it was something that i saw in bernice (steven's wife), how much she would really give to make sure that the mm team is in place (how she climbed up to try to operate the cam during CPM). it was really a sight that touched my heart deeply... really hope that the new generation would see how much chemistry there is in the old generation and i do pray that the spirit will be past down to the new generation and team! jia you!! =))
haha... okkay... went for work on tursday for like 3 hrs? haha.. worked from 9 to 12. haha. yupss... den headed down for caregroup at alvin's place. haha. thought i would be late but i sort of ended up me being one of the earliest. only had me, bingliang, alvin, bryan and eugene in the caregroup. most of the rest of the pack were unable to make it down. spend the whole day at alvin's playing ps2, dota, cs, playing the guitar... crapping... stonning... ahha... u name it, we do it.. kind of a relaxing cg... everyone was just going at a slow pace... went for dinner with eugene after cg. really had a great time fellowshipping with him. manage to really sit down and talk to him and really understand him more. haha. my one year old contact. LOL... haha. but ya. realised that i didn't actually know him much until on thursday. talked about each other's life... talked about the group. haha....pei him to the arcade to play... and sort of know more of his child hood. haha. my "charlie"... LOL...
friday... went work fro 10 to 6... of which after that i headed down to nex for music prac. met up with the guys at fat mamas and we ate our dinner there. haha. headed up to europe for a session of evaulation as we watch the 2 weeks ago service recording. felt that the session was quite fruitful as the new guys were able to understand more why we keep on asking them to do certain stuffs and why we always "nag" at them to abide to certain rules. haha. wad kind fo a good way to illustrate the do's and the dont's...
saturday... came... haha... wad kind of a day that i looked forward and dreaded to... my last day with eastDee.. wasnt really easy to part... my 610 days in the group. ahah. and my sheep... something that i had really invested my heart into for the past coming to two years... haha. but God had a plan for me. plan for me to prosper and not to harm... had my farewell at s11 before service (cuz i was supposed to go off early for a dinner at night... but ended up canceling it and i sort of forgot... ya).. haha. got the rest of the pack such as dennis, ruilin, junwei to comeback... and nicholas joined us too. alvin did a video for me... and my dearest sheep practised the whole night so that he could play "we love this family of God" for me... (note, he can't play the guitar)... was really touched by the effort that was placed into it. it wasn't the quailty. but it was the effort that really made me saw how much they love me... there was a song presentation of "i will remember you" played by bingliang, eugene and dennis... really want to say thank you to you guys! you guys really rox my socks =DD... talked to my sheep at night... haha... kinda just stoned and teh at each other... sheep! i love you <3.
sunday... met up with jerald to go to nerc together. my first caregroup in ywam. haha. i had to run to the busstop cuz i was late and jer's bus was like already reaching the stop. but really want to thank God that i manged to make it on time! haha... yea! haha. reach s'goon and we went to buy food and met up with jias and shuzhen who happen to come by... haha. saw amelia at the void deck and we went up to nerc. my second time to nerc. haha. waited for the rest of the cg to arrive and we stated off with games! had a game of twister (bew wai style). haha. very fun! haha. really saw all the weird positions of the caregroup. ahha. kinda brought me back to my very first caregroup in eastDee... haha. oo! guess what! haha. we sang "Lord i give You my heart"... the same song that i had during my first cg in eastDee in 30 goodman. haha. so cool lah.... had lunch... managed to talk to my new pherd, jiancong.. yup... finally interacted with him... haha. went back to nerc to have qtlm. worshipped... prayed and discuessed about the team in q1... the hits... and the misses... ahha.... and we celeberated joanne's and huiying's b'lated birthday! (actually, belated is kinda unfair word.. cuz it is really really really blated). bahhh... anyway. had a great time that day.... wee...
haha... now back to monday! this post never seems to end... but ya... went down to ica to get my ic replaced... bahh... woke up late and was actually expecting a long quee... but thank God! i manage to get out of the place in around an hrs time. haha. kind of a record for me cuz i usually will stay there for quite some time. ya. had lunch with mum, went down to the post office to collect my sister's package and went home. yups. played a game of MCF with my sister and i went down to cch... went back for the lunch "event".. yup. haha. i was actually smsing alvin at the busstop and i kind of just boarded the bus without seeing which service it is... haha... but guess wad! i alighted the next stop just to realise that the bus i was on was actually the correct bus. kinda dumb, but ya. prayed for God to hold the rain until i came out of school again. haha. cuz the sky was quite dark and it looked it would downpour anytime. haha. and yup. God was faithful.. it never rain for my whole journey at all even until when i reached centre point. lunch was quite enjoyable... most of the cch pack came down to join us. haha. manged to have sometime to fellowship together. (i would also like to take this space here to apologise to my sb, alvin... REALLY SORRY.. sorry for the words that i've said... know that it was very bad.. ya... really sorry!)... left school and met up with jer at centrepoint macs to do editing for the mission's video. haha. they just came back from hope pj. yups. haha. saw many funny incident while capturing the tape. joseph (both), chenxiang, huili, jias, keith, dan joined us a while later... haha. went for wam night after that. it is really a night that God really spoke to me about several areas in my life. areas that i have been trying to avoid... areas that i wasn't able to focus on... it was really a ministering time with the whole congeration that night, bowed down before the wonderful name of the Lord... putting all my sorrows and burden unto Him. it was really a worship that left me in awe of God's grace. never felt so calm and peaceful before in my life. This i truely could then understand the meaning of casting our burdens aside... and just comming before God... before the all mighty one... pride... the area that God spoke to me.... it is not going to be easy.. but ALL I NEED IS YOU... all i need is You Lord... =))
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